When I came into this world, it was like I had one foot here and one foot in the spiritual world. I knew my life was (very) different and was seeing things no one could. I always felt I was a very different person in this world, some could understand me who have touched this part of their life and some had no clue what I was about and the judgements that got passed often hurt my soul especially people born into this world with spiritual sensitivity and much empathy towards others. Being the caring soul I am I often at times put my own health and welfare at risk to the detriment of others (Although I now know different in this area).
Many years ago I envisioned a fairy tale story of life. Like the childhood books we all read. Alice in Wonderland, bedknobs and broomsticks but in reality life is very different and far from it.
That fairy tale life has been far from it, here I am 46 years old and wanting so much a pathway that I so wish for sometimes but instead I have had Lots of upset, people blocking my pathway and a lot of angry people I have walked my path with. Ego at a time I did not know what the word meant until I fully entered spiritualism which is my belief, something I resonate with on many levels, this was were I had the bang on the head so to speak. Selfishness, resentment, disrespectful bullying people is not the key way forward in life. Life is one big school but oh yes I have learnt many lessons too on the way and I have gone through the ego trap myself. Some very challenging aspects of lessons to the point it brought sheer exhaustion in my life and ill health. It wasn't until I mixed with like minded souls and learnt a whole lot more.
One particular thing I have learnt is energy as it is easy to learn– there is energy you tune into straight away and you know whether that person is telling a truth, lie or even fairy tales. Some I do mix with, some I try to help but others I simply let go and walk away. It is them battling with their own self and as I am on another dimension to those who are in this category – their life they will learn and if they don't learn in this life they have to do it all again until they do learn.
People are vulnerable right from birth, our ancestors play a part in our life and similarities, sometimes these can help or hinder your life and it is not about blaming, your mother, aunty, uncle or gran but we as humans can break that cycle if we so wish to do. Yes we do come here to learn many lessons for our own soul growth but as long as we recognise our mistakes then we can move further along our progression.
As Maurice Barbanell’s guide Silver Birch
Said: “You must recognise that this [mental and spiritual evolution] is an endless process in your world and in the whole universe . . . so go on making mistakes, learning from them and getting better spiritually all the time.
We spiritualists on the basis that life for every human soul is never ending. A continuous eternal journey of spiritual progress and evolution. We muddle through the hard time on the ultimately positive premise that the soul grows through the facing challenges and adversities. (Extract from PN).
Until next time..... With love and many blessings. xx